Done some thinking

This is such a weird time for me, I've been very lucky in so many ways but today I also received some very sad news. My dad is not going to get better, his cancer can not be cured. He got this news one day before his 69th birthday. This makes me so sad. It's such a strange feeling to be in the midst of all these great changes that are happening in my life and be so sad at the same time.

How can you be happy and sad at the same time?

How can you think of what curtains to choose for the new house and worry about how your mom will cope on her own?

I can't...